Lost and Found
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I have experienced anger and annoyance on more than one occasion in the last week. I love it! It is not until you get off the medication do you realize what you have been missing out on. Back in the days when I used to read that depression medications made zombies out of people, I used to wonder what the hell they were talking about. I was sure that these guys didn’t know what they were talking about and but for the medications I would fall apart. In retrospect, the meds induced mellow were what kept me from sinking further, but they did come at a cost. I am free again.
PS: Is it weird to feel angry and then feel happy about the anger simultaneously?
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By Breena Ronan, June 14, 2007 @ 8:29 am
I totally “get” this experience. I decided to go off the anti-depressants because if you can’t tell what really upsets you then how can you tell when to make changes in your life? I found myself accepting my life as it was because nothing bothered me enough to motive change.