Self Hate
Ok. I have a research deliverable on Tuesday, and I had known it for the last week. It is not a difficult task, it is not something I am doing out of the goodwill of my heart. It is the part and parcel of my research work. QoH has done nothing to make things difficult, and has been pretty supportive. YET, I do not want to do it. What is it that I am waiting for? What is it that I am hoping would happen? Even if I start today, I should be able to meet the deadline fairly easily. I dont know what to do with myself. I hate me.
