Have you ever had something to say but no words t…
Have you ever had something to say but no words to say it in? Have you ever had all the words at your beck and call, but not a single original thought within a billion miles? I am having one of later moment. Check that. A year.
I have an urge to be creative, to be productive, to be useful, for my life to mean something again. I feel like I need to do something with my time. I feel like I am destined for greater things. I am hunting for my silver bullet. When the world sleeps, my dreams rise. My hopes soar. My heart beats.
Then the sun dawns, bringing with it all the sorrow and difficulties of a world I dont want to face. I am not ready to face the world that I once rulled as a lowly underling. I do not want to confront issues that I do not control. I just want to be left alone with my happiness. The happiness that I can only find in solitude. The calmness that comes with the solitude. The music off silence that reigns supreme in the glory of the dark has more inspiration in its every note than all the words that have ever originated from philosophers.
Why no poet has dedicated his life to the poetry of night is beyond me.
