If this isn’t hell, what is?
I think today was just a bad day to start with.
First, I hear that I missed an important deadline for a project I didn’t know even existed for the course I am enrolled in. The prof told me that it is a certainty that I would get a really low grade coz of it, and advised that I drop the course.
After that I learnt that QoH has money only to fund me till the end of next quarter. Technically, he is not supporting me next quarter either as I am doing a TA, but he has spent his “political currency” trying to get me that position. I am so freakin worried abt what is going to happen 4 months from now. It is come to the point where I actually hear QoH telling me about it over and over and over again in my head. I tried to shake it off by hanging out with a good friend of mine and having a ton of fun, but it was just going on this non-stop loop in the background. This has never happened to me. I have been upset before but never to the extent where I hear things in my head. I am so fucked.
