Avoidance
I don’t know what it is that I am avoiding anymore. I had a hard deadline for the final project for the course I am enrolled in, and I comfortably and quitely let it slide. I do not feel bad about it, nor do I feel guilty. This is ridiculous. I have not even started working on it. I have not submitted a single homework for this course. I have attended like 3-4 lectures sum total. The only thing I did right, was to show up for the midterm. What exactly is it that I am waiting for?