Updates
So, I have been thinking why is it that I havent really been posting on here for such a long time. I first came up with all kind of reasons that were possible, but I knew to be not really true. After a bit of soul searching, I figured it out. It was because this blog reminds me of all the stress and anxiety I have left behind. These days, I have been living in a detachted state where I dont really take anything personal. This helps me keep my stress levels down and not be depressed. Maybe the meds have a small part to play too. Anyways, this blog forces me to go back to the memories that I have pretty much blocked out. Since, my new moto is to avoid avoidance, I am going to force myself to blog again. Hopefully.
So here is the jist of things that have been happening in my life:
1) QoH and I are getting along a bit better these days. Today we had a 5 min chat about my funding and stuff. A huge step forward from a few weeks before.
2) J has said that he will not be continuing my funding support after the end of this quarter. I actually see this as a good thing. I get to start doing something I actually give a shit about, and more importantly, with a clean slate.
3) I am getting a better handle on my depression. I now can identify it at the bare min, if not figure out the root cause. I still have bad days, but they arent as bad as they used to be.
4) All is semi-peachy at the home front.
I guess that would do it for now. Adios!
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By zelda, February 16, 2006 @ 11:02 pm
glad to hear that you’re back in action and feeling better about the world in general!
By RageyOne, February 17, 2006 @ 1:09 am
Welcome back! I hope all continues to go well with you.
By Pseudosanity, February 17, 2006 @ 12:27 pm
Thanks guys! Its good to be back.