Insights into Self
I was feeling fine all day today till I started watching recent episodes of “Boston Legal” on my computer. For those of you unfamiliar with the show, its a TV show about lawyers who are, lets say “colorful”. After I had watched two of the episodes, I started feeling really down, and lonely. I have noticed it happen when ever I watch any sappy movie too. Maybe my lonliness has a lot to do with my depression than I had initially thought. I used to enjoy this series before, and now it brings me down. May be the recent errosion of the relationship I share with QoH, who used to be my mentor, has a lot to do with it. Sometimes, I just wish I could be like other guys. You know, without emotion, without regret, without care. I just wish I could live for myself and be happy about it.
