Work et.al.
J had wanted to review the new device design since last Thursday. I had promised to send him the files by that evening. Having waited till this afternoon, he sent QoH and me emails asking what was going on. It took that email and a phone call from QoH to get me to start working. I finally sent him the files this evening, and personally went down to my internship place and explained the design to him. He seemed satisfied with the design, but was clearly unhappy with me. His anger/frustration is justified. I dont know why I do this. It was just 3-4 hours of work, and I waited for 2 weeks before I got down to doing it. I think I am being too easy on myself.
In other news, my credit score dropped 50 fuckin points this week. I transfered the balance on one card to two other cards. I think the balance increases were reported, but not the payment. Still, 50 points drop seems a bit too drastic. Even more worrying for me is that when I received the email, I had a tiny panic attack. My mind was racing, breathing heavy, chest constricted, throat parched and head was a bit light.
