The world this week
I spent all week at home, resting. Now I am bored beyond words. I am still not 100% ok. I have occasional dizzy spells and another weird sensation I am not able to put a word on. I will get the final diagonosis on Tuesday.
On the plus side, QoH has been really understanding. He has asked me to hand off as many tasks as possible to other grad students so that I dont strain myself too much. He has dropped all deadlines, and tasks. I havent heard from J all week, but I am assuming he isnt too happy about me missing the deadline earlier this week. QoH also hinted at something to that extent. I, for once, honestly dont care.
I liked this week. I was at peace. My mental composure was nearly impeccable, and serene. I did not feel guilty about taking a week off to take care of myself, and missing work and classes in the process. I dont recall the last time I was so relaxed (and happy?).
On the other hand, this week I did participate in an activity that I am not proud of. I think it was just me trying to rebel against my own moral and ethical limits. I need to figure it out.
