Hmm… I cannot come up a title for this
Today was just Blah. I spent nearly all of it either with or talking to medical professionals.
I wasnt feeling well about 2 months ago and made this humungous mistake of going to a doctor. Since then she has managed to find things to bug me about on a regular basis. Anyways, I got a call from my doctor at 8.15 AM, and she wanted to me do a whole bunch of tests that cost more than the net worth of half this city. So I called up insurance and had to haggle with them to get it pre-approved. Once that was done, the actual test had to be done. It was basically me and a huge piece of machinery in a bland room keeping each other company for about 2 hrs. Boring stuff. If I were to design any of these machines, I would put in a video unit and play “The Simpsons” on it.
By the time I was done with the tests, it was time for me go see the therapist. More boring stuff. I hate talking, and that is all she wanted to do. Oh, and the most irritating thing about this: she nitpicks on my choice of words. “Why did you use ‘could have’ in the last sentence?”, “Why did you say ‘I want to kiil you’ instead of ‘should kill you’?”, “Why are you calling me an idiot and not a moron?” ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I dont see it making any difference what so ever, except for burning a hole in my already pitted pocket. I think I will see her once more, and call it quits.
I finally got my office, and now I have no enthusiasm to work. This is why people need to drink coffee early in the morning, and turn the bloody phone off before anyone can call.
I have a meeting with J and QoH tomorrow. I dont have anything to report. Its going to be a pretty embarrasing update to deliver. At this point, I pretty much dont care.