I got an email from a lab mate of mine asking for directions to my internship place for an interview with J. I dont think things get more obvious than this. Right now I am more angry at QoH than anyone else. He should have given me a heads-up. He owes me atleast that much. [...]
After all of last week’s hype, reality has finally caught up with me. I now realize that even though taking a leave of absense and starting my coffee shop is the best choice for me personally, it however borders on career suicide. Not to mention that my parents have flipped on me. They have successfully [...]
The worst thing about recovering from depression is remembering what it is to be happy. Especially during the slumps. The very fact that you can recall being happy a few days ago just seems to make things even worse. That pretty much summarized the majority of last week. At work, I spent all my time [...]
There is a really funny posting in the Washington DC section of Craigslist about a possible job opening. A must read.
Via Wonkette
I made a few conscious moves today. First, I dropped all my classes for this quarter. They were really interesting and I would love to take them, but they are more work than I can handle right now. Second, I excused myself from all of QoH and his research related tasks/activities. Right now, I [...]
I have nearly decieded on to make a fresh start to my career, my life, my priorities, everything. I am not happy with myself right now, neither am I happy with the way things are going at work. I have lost that sense of purpose and accomplishment in life. Infact, I think I have seized [...]
I was starting to feel a bit better, when I see a posting on an online singles forum from the person I am currently dating. I didnt blog about her coz I didnt want to jinx it. Oh well, wonder why do I even try.
I slept with the angels and woke up with demons. I am my own downfall. I want peace and calm, maybe I will find it in my grave. I do not have the strength to live, nor can I afford to die. Right now, all I repent is ever being born.
I spent all week at home, resting. Now I am bored beyond words. I am still not 100% ok. I have occasional dizzy spells and another weird sensation I am not able to put a word on. I will get the final diagonosis on Tuesday.On the plus side, QoH has been really understanding. He has [...]
